[ favorite ]
Music: Punk Rock/ Metal
Cartoon: Simpsons or South Park
Color: black or green
Vehical: motorcycle
Slushy Flavor: cherry
Magazine: .....
TV Show: Viva La Bam
Song at the Moment: Vindicated
Language: Spanish
Spice Girl: they're all gay
Food & Beverage: Chicken, Ice Tea
Subject in School: Math..cuz its easy
Weekend Activity: reading cuz i have no friends
Frozen Yogurt: Vanilla
Roller Coaster: cant remember the name

[ what is ]
Your most overused phrase: dude
First thing you thought when you woke up: damn i'm awake again
Last image/thought you go to sleep with: the party i went to like a week ago...
First feature you notice of opposite sex: smile
Best name for a Butler: Jeeves

Wussiest Sport: cant think of one... tell me if u do
Your best feature: im ugly, fat, and annoying as hell to most people so i dont have any good features
Your greatest fear: losing someone i care about-again
Your greatest accomplishment: none
Your most missed memory: when i was a dame 5 year old and life  was just so damn perfect

[ you prefer ]
Pepsi or Coke: i dont care what u say, they're the same.
McDonald's or Burger King: either
Single or Group Dates: SingLe
Adidas or Nike: Dickies
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers:  chicken fingers
Dogs or Cats: cats..cuz of their agility
Rugrats or Doug: rugrats
Single or Taken: single
Monica or Brandy: neither
Tupac or Jay-Z: Jay-z
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes: neither
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea
One pillow or Two: two
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa: aren't they the same?
Cappucino or Coffee: Cappucino

[ do you ]
Shower everyday: ya
Have a crush: ya
Think you've been in love: i thought i was, but it couldnt have been
Want to go to college: ya
Like high school: dunno

Want to get married: no
Type correctly: no
Believe in yourself: no
Have any tattoos?? : no
Have any piercings? Where: 2 in ears
Get motion sickness: no
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: most of the time
Like thunderstorms: ya

[ the future ]
Age your plan to be married: screw marriage.. noones ever true
Number and names of children: if i ever have them Elodie and Brandon.. but i dont want them
Where will you be at age 20: college probably
Dream wedding: i dont "dream" about my wedding
How do you want to die: i dont care, i just hope soon
Dream job: queen of england (i dont fucking kno or care)
Country you'd like to visit:  Mexico

[ opposite sex ]
Best eye color: green, blue, brown, hazel..
Best hair color: black
Short or long hair: short and spikey
Best height:
Best weight:
Best clothes: baggy pants and sweet skateboarding shirt...or whatever they like
Best first date location: couldnt care less
Best first kiss location: couldnt care less

[ other ]
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal: never have
Rings before you answer the phone: 2
What's on your mousepad: P.O.G
How many houses you've lived in: 2
How many schools you've gone to: 2
Bedroom carpet color: brown and yellow *ugh*
Shave your head for $5,000?: ya
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people: food, shelter, and umum... dunno a computer so i can reach other people to get saved?
Best time of your life so far: when i THOUGHT you cared... but now i think about it, it was a bad memory, cuz u fucked it all up... so i havent had anything really good that i can put.

-- Your most overused phrase on aim: lmao
-- Your thoughts first waking up: wtf?
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: smile
-- Your bedtime: when im tired
-- Your greatest accomplishment: ?
-- Your most missed memory: living in rochester..
-- Pepsi or coke: THEY'RE THE SAME!
-- McDonald's or Burger King: either
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Addidas or nike: Dickies
-- Lipton Iced Tea or Nestea: all ice tea..i love ice tea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: hmmmm hard one
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
-- Boxers or briefs: Boxers

-- Smoke: nope
-- Take a shower everyday: ya
-- Have a crush: ya :)
-- Who are they: Justin
-- Want to go to college: ya
-- Like high school: not there yet..but probably not
-- get married: never :)... maybe
-- Believe in yourself: uhh...
-- Get motion sickness: nope
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys: fuck that
-- Think you're attractive:Not really
-- Like lightning storms: BOOM!!! yay!!
-- Get along with your parents: sometimes
-- Play an instrument: use to

- in the past 3 months, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: Nope
-- smoke(d): Nope
-- Done a drug: Nope
-- Gone on a date: Nope
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope
-- Eaten sushi: Nope
-- Been on stage: Yep
-- Been dumped: ya
-- Gone skating: no :(
-- Go to the mall: ya
-- Been in love: YEP
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: i want 2..but no

series six - Currently
-- Current Taste: Ice Tea
-- Current worry: will i ever see him again?
-- Current hair: blah
-- Current annoyance: sister
-- Current Smell: air?
-- Current thing you ought to be doing: vacuuming room..eheh never gonna happen
-- Current Desktop Picture: plain green
-- Current Favorite Groups: Incubus, Linkin Park, Shinedown, Eve 6...i could say about 30 more..
-- Current Book: Shakespear Stealer
-- Current Cd in your Cd Player: to lazy to check

series seven - have you ever
-- Played a game that involved the removal of clothing: no
-- Been caught doing something: ya
-- Been called a tease: ya
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: YeNah
-- Changed who you were to fit in: never

series eight - the future
-- Age you hope to be married: 30
-- Number and Names of Children: um... none, but if i have some Elodie and Brandon
--Describe your Dream Wedding: one where the person i get married to actually loves me
--How do you want to die: Old and in my sleep, in the arms of my loved one
-- Biggest fear: losing someone i care about
-- Where you want to go to college: harvard.. or something like that
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: grown up
-- Which country would you like to visit?: Mexico

series nine- opposite sex
-- Best eye color? piercing green, or deep brown
-- Best hair color? brown or black
-- Short or long hair?: Short and spikey!
-- Best height: not to much taller than me
-- Best articles of clothing: skaters outfit...
-- Best first date location: some place really dark... outside at night
-- Best first kiss location: somewhere romantic atleast...

series ten - number of
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: hmmm..not many
-- Number of CDs that I own: about 5... i dont buy i download :)
-- Number of tattoos: none.. :(
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: about 15 times..
-- Number of scars on my body: about 50
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: alot
-- Number of piercings: 2...my ears

EVE 6

Inside Out

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.

I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet.
Chalk white and oh-so-frail.
I see our time has gotten stale.
The tick-tock of the clock is painful, all sane and logical.
I wanna tear it off the wall.
I hear words and clips and phrases,
I think sick like ginger ale.
My stomach turns and I exhale...

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.

So Cal is where my mind states,
but it's not my state of mind.
I'm not as ugly sad as you.
Or am I origami, folded up and just pretend.
Demented as the motives in your head...

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.

I alone am the one you don't know you need,
take heed, feed your ego.
Make me blind when your eyes close,
sink when you get close, tie me to the bedpost.
I alone am the one you don't know you need,
you don't know you need me.
Make me blind when your eyes close, tie me to the bedpost...

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.